First haircut of 2011. I have been making an effort lately to make sure that my face appears in some of our pictures, so I had my sister Cassie take a picture of me this evening.
I have never liked pictures of myself. For as long as I can remember I felt pretty negatively about the way that I look. Honestly, before I met Cory I couldn't imagine anyone really loving me. I really found myself and started to feel worthy and comfortable with myself when I was about 22. Even now that I am 30 I find myself hiding behind my children and using them to create my identity. I really started to notice this when I looked through my Facebook profile. My profile picture is nearly always a picture of one or both of my kids, because I would rather be identified by their sweet faces than my own imperfect mug.
It is time for me to work on putting forth the face that I want to be known for, and that starts by accepting myself.
2 comments:
You are BEAUTIFUL woman...inside and OUT! I want to see more photos of you too!! :)
You are a beauty. :)
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